First I'll tell you a little story...
Remember back in college where you used to go out with this girl. You just liked hanging out with here and stuff, only it turns out she was beginning to think you were her boyfriend. only you didn't know it cause you never thought of her that way. And then you hear people talking about you two and as you're walking down the corridor. You suddenly realized "Oh no, what have I done". Only you didn't know how to tell her because you actually liked her - But not in that way and you know it was your fault for not setting things straight anyway. But you just get this sinking feeling and it gets heavier and heavier and.. oh no.. what are you gonna do?
Have you had that kind of feeling in any time of your life?
If you have then good. You'll know what I'm talking about..
Ok here it is. Here is the point of the previous paragraph..
I *got* the job..
But oh no.. what have I done..
I've actually succeeded in convincing myself to stay here. And that I tried to like working here and stuff. And because of that it came to the point that I *actually* like it here now..
But oh no.. They say they found a new client for me.. everything is ready and of course the money is good.. and I actually also like that job...
And now this stupid song keeps floating in my head..
"How can I tell her about you.. Oh girl please tell me what to do.."
Life..
You never know what you're gonna get..
A completely different song comes to mind by an old 60’s band called the Loving Spoonful. “Did you ever have to make up your Mind? Say yes to one and leave the other behind? “
Good Luck ~ BP